JournalWebsite Maintenance & Moving Posted on May 20, 2018May 20, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Website Maintenance & Moving”
JournalYou’re Going To Want To Give Up Posted on May 18, 2018May 18, 2018 by SJ VanDee12 comments on “You’re Going To Want To Give Up”
Journal QuotesCourageous Love Posted on May 14, 2018May 14, 2018 by SJ VanDee10 comments on “Courageous Love”
JournalThe Worst Thing I’ve Ever Done Posted on May 11, 2018 by SJ VanDee12 comments on “The Worst Thing I’ve Ever Done”
JournalBranches & Vines Posted on May 2, 2018May 2, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Branches & Vines”
JournalAll My Hungry Ghosts Posted on April 28, 2018April 29, 2018 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “All My Hungry Ghosts”
JournalHow To Feng Shui Your Freaking Life Posted on April 26, 2018April 27, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “How To Feng Shui Your Freaking Life”
Journal QuotesSleepwalking Posted on April 22, 2018April 22, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Sleepwalking”
Journal QuotesRoutine Maintenance Posted on April 18, 2018April 18, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Routine Maintenance”
JournalI Don’t Say Sorry Anymore Posted on April 16, 2018April 16, 2018 by SJ VanDee11 comments on “I Don’t Say Sorry Anymore”
JournalThe Ice Storm & The Melting Posted on April 15, 2018April 15, 2018 by SJ VanDee11 comments on “The Ice Storm & The Melting”
Journal RehabTransformation Posted on April 13, 2018April 13, 2018 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “Transformation”
Journal Quotes RehabLife In Detox Posted on April 12, 2018April 12, 2018 by SJ VanDee16 comments on “Life In Detox”
Journal QuotesA Letter for Our Broken Hearts Posted on April 10, 2018April 10, 2018 by SJ VanDee7 comments on “A Letter for Our Broken Hearts”
Journal QuotesNever The Tortoise, Always The Hare Posted on April 9, 2018April 9, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “Never The Tortoise, Always The Hare”
Journal QuotesUntil It Happens To You Posted on April 7, 2018April 7, 2018 by SJ VanDee11 comments on “Until It Happens To You”
Journal Quotes RehabThis Time Around Posted on April 6, 2018April 6, 2018 by SJ VanDee12 comments on “This Time Around”
Journal QuotesResurrected & Infected Posted on April 4, 2018April 4, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “Resurrected & Infected”
JournalWhat I Learned From NOT Watching the Film ‘Walk With Me’ Posted on April 3, 2018April 3, 2018 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “What I Learned From NOT Watching the Film ‘Walk With Me’”
Journal Quotes RehabRocks, Pebbles, Sand Posted on April 2, 2018 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “Rocks, Pebbles, Sand”
JournalThe Best Part of Being Sober Posted on March 31, 2018March 31, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “The Best Part of Being Sober”
Journal Playlist QuotesLearning To Exhale Posted on March 30, 2018March 30, 2018 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “Learning To Exhale”
JournalBoiling The Big Bad Wolf Posted on March 28, 2018March 28, 2018 by SJ VanDee11 comments on “Boiling The Big Bad Wolf”
JournalShipwrecks & Glow Sticks Posted on March 27, 2018March 27, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Shipwrecks & Glow Sticks”
JournalDear You, Me, and All of Us Posted on March 26, 2018March 26, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Dear You, Me, and All of Us”
Journal QuotesMind Full or Mindful? Posted on March 25, 2018March 25, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Mind Full or Mindful?”
Journal QuotesUnbecoming Posted on March 24, 2018March 24, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Unbecoming”
Journal QuotesRecovering Out Loud Posted on March 23, 2018March 23, 2018 by SJ VanDee7 comments on “Recovering Out Loud”
Journal QuotesA Recipe for Relapse Posted on March 22, 2018March 22, 2018 by SJ VanDee14 comments on “A Recipe for Relapse”
JournalLearning To Laugh At It All Posted on March 21, 2018March 21, 2018 by SJ VanDee1 comment on “Learning To Laugh At It All”
Journal QuotesHow I Survived Being Sober in New Orleans Posted on March 20, 2018March 22, 2018 by SJ VanDee10 comments on “How I Survived Being Sober in New Orleans”
Journal Playlist QuotesSober in New Orleans: Day 4 Posted on March 18, 2018March 18, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Sober in New Orleans: Day 4”
JournalSober in New Orleans: Day 3 Posted on March 17, 2018March 17, 2018 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “Sober in New Orleans: Day 3”
JournalSober in New Orleans: Day 2 Posted on March 16, 2018March 16, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Sober in New Orleans: Day 2”
JournalSober in New Orleans: Day 1 Posted on March 15, 2018March 15, 2018 by SJ VanDee12 comments on “Sober in New Orleans: Day 1”
JournalIntegrity: Waiting For My Cake Posted on March 13, 2018March 13, 2018 by SJ VanDee11 comments on “Integrity: Waiting For My Cake”
JournalThe Inevitability of Things Sucking (aka: No, There is Nothing Wrong With You) Posted on March 12, 2018March 13, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “The Inevitability of Things Sucking (aka: No, There is Nothing Wrong With You)”
JournalFlipping The Switch Posted on March 11, 2018March 11, 2018 by SJ VanDee8 comments on “Flipping The Switch”
JournalDodging Triggers: How Not to Drink in New Orleans Posted on March 10, 2018March 10, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “Dodging Triggers: How Not to Drink in New Orleans”
Journal15 Awesome (and unexpected) Things That Happened When I Quit Drinking For 30 Days Posted on March 8, 2018March 8, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “15 Awesome (and unexpected) Things That Happened When I Quit Drinking For 30 Days”
JournalRearview Mirrors Posted on March 7, 2018March 7, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “Rearview Mirrors”
Journal Photo Album Quotes150 Inspirational Quotes to Help You Kick Ass Posted on March 6, 2018March 6, 2018 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “150 Inspirational Quotes to Help You Kick Ass”
JournalSober Vows & Flattened Squirrels Posted on March 5, 2018March 5, 2018 by SJ VanDee10 comments on “Sober Vows & Flattened Squirrels”
JournalThis Is (Usually) Where I Stop Posted on March 4, 2018March 4, 2018 by SJ VanDee1 comment on “This Is (Usually) Where I Stop”
Journal QuotesShit Cakes & The Happiness Trifecta Posted on March 3, 2018March 3, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “Shit Cakes & The Happiness Trifecta”
Journal QuotesUphill, Both Ways Posted on March 2, 2018March 2, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Uphill, Both Ways”
JournalWeapons of Self-Destruction Posted on February 28, 2018 by SJ VanDee10 comments on “Weapons of Self-Destruction”
JournalThe Meditation Room Posted on February 27, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “The Meditation Room”
Journal QuotesOf Mice and Men and Providence Posted on February 26, 2018February 26, 2018 by SJ VanDee7 comments on “Of Mice and Men and Providence”
JournalShoshin: The Beginner’s Mind and Other Sad Tales Posted on February 25, 2018February 25, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Shoshin: The Beginner’s Mind and Other Sad Tales”
JournalThe Ghost Hangover Posted on February 24, 2018February 24, 2018 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “The Ghost Hangover”
JournalMuddy Waters Posted on February 23, 2018February 23, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “Muddy Waters”
JournalThe New Normal & Becoming Really Real Posted on February 22, 2018February 22, 2018 by SJ VanDee8 comments on “The New Normal & Becoming Really Real”
JournalSeeing Red Posted on February 21, 2018February 22, 2018 by SJ VanDee5 comments on “Seeing Red”
JournalFirst Steps & Failures Posted on February 20, 2018March 23, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “First Steps & Failures”
JournalAs Above, So Much More Below Posted on February 19, 2018February 19, 2018 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “As Above, So Much More Below”
JournalStuck in The Lineup Posted on February 18, 2018February 18, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Stuck in The Lineup”
Journal QuotesA Gentle Reminder Posted on February 16, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “A Gentle Reminder”
JournalThe Horrible Book of My Deepest Regrets Posted on February 16, 2018February 16, 2018 by SJ VanDee9 comments on “The Horrible Book of My Deepest Regrets”
JournalThe Three Me’s Posted on February 15, 2018February 15, 2018 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “The Three Me’s”
Journal QuotesWhat If… Posted on February 14, 2018February 14, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “What If…”
JournalThe Clearance Aisle Posted on February 14, 2018February 14, 2018 by SJ VanDee12 comments on “The Clearance Aisle”
Journal QuotesNothing Changes Posted on February 12, 2018February 12, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Nothing Changes”
JournalThe Next Right Thing Posted on February 12, 2018February 12, 2018 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “The Next Right Thing”
JournalCar Crash, Train Wreck, Tornado Posted on February 11, 2018February 11, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Car Crash, Train Wreck, Tornado”
JournalSwallowing My Own Tail Posted on February 10, 2018February 10, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Swallowing My Own Tail”
Journal QuotesSomeone, Bring Me a Shovel Posted on February 9, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Someone, Bring Me a Shovel”
JournalA Letter to Future Me Posted on February 9, 2018February 9, 2018 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “A Letter to Future Me”
JournalThe Fear of Being Happy Posted on February 8, 2018February 8, 2018 by SJ VanDee9 comments on “The Fear of Being Happy”
Journal QuotesThe Secret to Change Posted on February 7, 2018 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “The Secret to Change”
Journal Quotes RehabRecovery: Expectations vs. Reality Posted on February 5, 2018February 5, 2018 by SJ VanDee1 comment on “Recovery: Expectations vs. Reality”
Journal PlaylistLiquid Lunch Posted on February 5, 2018February 5, 2018 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “Liquid Lunch”
Journal QuotesThe Cure for Anxiety Posted on February 4, 2018February 4, 2018 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “The Cure for Anxiety”
Journal Quotes RehabNever Stop Starting Posted on February 4, 2018 by SJ VanDee29 comments on “Never Stop Starting”
Journal Quotes RehabSome Things I’ve Learned Posted on March 14, 2017March 14, 2017 by SJ VanDee23 comments on “Some Things I’ve Learned”
Journal Quotes RehabAlive and Well Posted on March 10, 2017March 10, 2017 by SJ VanDee34 comments on “Alive and Well”
Journal QuotesRepeat After Me Posted on March 7, 2017March 7, 2017 by SJ VanDee12 comments on “Repeat After Me”
Journal RehabBetween Two Boats Posted on March 7, 2017March 7, 2017 by SJ VanDee14 comments on “Between Two Boats”
Journal Quotes RehabA Circle of Friends Posted on March 5, 2017March 5, 2017 by SJ VanDee24 comments on “A Circle of Friends”
Journal RehabThe Good, The Bad, The Ugly (And a little Buddha, too) Posted on March 4, 2017March 4, 2017 by SJ VanDee15 comments on “The Good, The Bad, The Ugly (And a little Buddha, too)”
Journal RehabHow A Seashell Saved My Life Posted on March 1, 2017March 1, 2017 by SJ VanDee42 comments on “How A Seashell Saved My Life”
Journal RehabMessage In A Bottle Posted on February 27, 2017February 27, 2017 by SJ VanDee15 comments on “Message In A Bottle”
Journal RehabBetter Out Than In Posted on February 26, 2017 by SJ VanDee46 comments on “Better Out Than In”
Journal QuotesLife Is Tough Posted on February 26, 2017February 26, 2017 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “Life Is Tough”
Journal RehabThe Tin Man Posted on February 25, 2017February 25, 2017 by SJ VanDee24 comments on “The Tin Man”
JournalThe Drawing Hope Project Posted on February 25, 2017February 25, 2017 by SJ VanDee30 comments on “The Drawing Hope Project”
Journal RehabHonesty & Self Love Posted on February 24, 2017February 24, 2017 by SJ VanDee16 comments on “Honesty & Self Love”
Journal RehabSing Me To Sleep Posted on February 24, 2017February 24, 2017 by SJ VanDee39 comments on “Sing Me To Sleep”
Journal RehabReady To Start Bleeding Posted on February 22, 2017February 23, 2017 by SJ VanDee34 comments on “Ready To Start Bleeding”
Journal QuotesCourage Posted on February 22, 2017February 22, 2017 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “Courage”
Journal Rehab30 Hours. Day 1. Posted on February 22, 2017February 22, 2017 by SJ VanDee37 comments on “30 Hours. Day 1.”
Journal RehabLet The Games Begin Posted on February 21, 2017February 22, 2017 by SJ VanDee19 comments on “Let The Games Begin”
JournalLetter For Hubs Posted on February 20, 2017February 21, 2017 by SJ VanDee22 comments on “Letter For Hubs”
JournalNot All Cries Are Created Equal Posted on February 20, 2017February 20, 2017 by SJ VanDee12 comments on “Not All Cries Are Created Equal”
Journal PlaylistCome As You Are Posted on February 20, 2017 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “Come As You Are”
Journal QuotesA Terrifying Truth Posted on February 20, 2017February 20, 2017 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “A Terrifying Truth”
Journal Photo Album QuotesLike Being Dead, But Without the Commitment Posted on February 20, 2017February 20, 2017 by SJ VanDee21 comments on “Like Being Dead, But Without the Commitment”
Journal QuotesI’m Learning That This is Everything Posted on February 19, 2017February 19, 2017 by SJ VanDee1 comment on “I’m Learning That This is Everything”
JournalThe World Spins Madly On Posted on February 19, 2017February 19, 2017 by SJ VanDee27 comments on “The World Spins Madly On”
Journal QuotesImportant To Remember, Easy To Forget Posted on February 18, 2017February 18, 2017 by SJ VanDee5 comments on “Important To Remember, Easy To Forget”
JournalOverthinking Posted on February 18, 2017February 18, 2017 by SJ VanDee63 comments on “Overthinking”
Journal QuotesClock Watching Posted on February 18, 2017February 18, 2017 by SJ VanDee11 comments on “Clock Watching”
JournalTime For Transparency and $61,320 Worth of Wine Posted on February 17, 2017February 17, 2017 by SJ VanDee28 comments on “Time For Transparency and $61,320 Worth of Wine”
Journal Photo Album Playlist QuotesTo Everything There is a Season Posted on February 17, 2017February 17, 2017 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “To Everything There is a Season”
Journal QuotesRecovery is Badass Posted on February 17, 2017 by SJ VanDee16 comments on “Recovery is Badass”
JournalThat Time I Pissed Myself in New Orleans Posted on February 17, 2017February 17, 2017 by SJ VanDee9 comments on “That Time I Pissed Myself in New Orleans”
JournalThe Walk of Shame Posted on February 16, 2017February 16, 2017 by SJ VanDee14 comments on “The Walk of Shame”
Journal PlaylistKeep Your Head Up Posted on February 16, 2017 by SJ VanDee9 comments on “Keep Your Head Up”
Journal QuotesDevil On Your Back Posted on February 16, 2017February 16, 2017 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “Devil On Your Back”
Journal QuotesConnection Posted on February 16, 2017February 16, 2017 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “Connection”
Journal Photo Album QuotesGrief Is Just Love With No Place To Go Posted on February 15, 2017February 15, 2017 by SJ VanDee18 comments on “Grief Is Just Love With No Place To Go”
Journal QuotesThunderstorms & Disappointments Posted on February 15, 2017 by SJ VanDee1 comment on “Thunderstorms & Disappointments”
JournalStuck in the Mud Posted on February 15, 2017February 15, 2017 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “Stuck in the Mud”
Journal6 Days of Drinking Posted on February 14, 2017February 14, 2017 by SJ VanDee24 comments on “6 Days of Drinking”
Journal PlaylistIt’s Always Darkest Before The Dawn Posted on February 14, 2017 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “It’s Always Darkest Before The Dawn”
Journal PlaylistSongs To Cry and Drink Alone To Posted on February 14, 2017February 14, 2017 by SJ VanDee22 comments on “Songs To Cry and Drink Alone To”
Journal PlaylistShip To Wreck Posted on February 13, 2017February 13, 2017 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Ship To Wreck”
Journal Photo Album QuotesBottled Up Emotions Posted on February 13, 2017 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “Bottled Up Emotions”
Journal RehabIt’s Happening: I’m Going to Rehab Posted on February 13, 2017February 22, 2017 by SJ VanDee24 comments on “It’s Happening: I’m Going to Rehab”
JournalOne Rude Little Awakening Posted on February 12, 2017February 12, 2017 by SJ VanDee5 comments on “One Rude Little Awakening”
Journal Photo Album QuotesBroken Posted on February 12, 2017February 13, 2017 by SJ VanDee17 comments on “Broken”
Journal Photo Album QuotesThe Puppet Posted on February 12, 2017February 13, 2017 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “The Puppet”
Dreams JournalThe Dream Box: Missing Pants, Terrifying Stairs and the Absinthe Goddess Posted on February 12, 2017February 12, 2017 by SJ VanDee11 comments on “The Dream Box: Missing Pants, Terrifying Stairs and the Absinthe Goddess”
Journal QuotesTrying To Be Fine Posted on February 11, 2017February 12, 2017 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Trying To Be Fine”
Journal QuotesThe Definition of Hell Posted on February 11, 2017February 11, 2017 by SJ VanDee10 comments on “The Definition of Hell”
Journal QuotesFeeling The Rain Posted on February 11, 2017 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Feeling The Rain”
Journal QuotesMastering the Day (one step at a time) Posted on February 11, 2017 by SJ VanDee9 comments on “Mastering the Day (one step at a time)”
Journal QuotesToo Many Thoughts Posted on February 10, 2017February 10, 2017 by SJ VanDee4 comments on “Too Many Thoughts”
JournalI Don’t Want To Die Young Posted on February 10, 2017February 10, 2017 by SJ VanDee2 comments on “I Don’t Want To Die Young”
Journal QuotesEscaping Reality Posted on February 9, 2017February 9, 2017 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “Escaping Reality”
Dreams Journal Photo AlbumThe Dream Box: I Spent The Night In Hell. Again. Posted on February 9, 2017February 13, 2017 by SJ VanDee10 comments on “The Dream Box: I Spent The Night In Hell. Again.”
Journal QuotesI Have Mixed Drinks About Feelings Posted on February 8, 2017 by SJ VanDee6 comments on “I Have Mixed Drinks About Feelings”
JournalNeglect Is a Plague That Will Tear Your Whole House Down Posted on February 8, 2017February 8, 2017 by SJ VanDee3 comments on “Neglect Is a Plague That Will Tear Your Whole House Down”
Journal QuotesThe Universe Is Curled Up Inside Us All Posted on February 7, 2017 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “The Universe Is Curled Up Inside Us All”
Journal PlaylistSong For Zula (Video) Posted on February 7, 2017February 7, 2017 by SJ VanDee0 comments on “Song For Zula (Video)”
