This is what I’ve drank in the last 6 days.
19 litres of wine. $300 (Canadian) in wine. In less than a week.
And most are the big bottles.
2 of them a day, I’d say.
Hubs says I’m missing some, because he took some out already.
The empties just pile up like regrets.
The families I could feed with that money. The bills I could pay off.
The life I could live without the regrets.
The shit I could get done without the hangovers. But honestly, I barely get hungover anymore. My body is just…nope. Perhaps I’m in a constant cycle of drunk/hungover and I can’t tell the difference anymore.
6 days. 19 Litres.
Most people don’t drink that in a year or more.
I’m just placing this here so I can look back one day, and realize where I came from.
Because looking at this photo makes me sick.
Counting down the hours until I go to rehab.
Because I can’t do this anymore.